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Wednesday, January 28, 2009
It had been a very BAD week. It started on Monday with a mood swing and then the next day I'm down with fever for almost the next 7 days. The recovery in between was just temporary and it irritates me everytime the temperature rose again. Feelin' better today, but who knows I'm not gonna be OK tomorrow. Hah!

The already BAD week ended with my Creative Zen screwing up!! The USB port is crooked now, damaged and gone haywire. I didn't realise I was using a faulty USB cable. And I can't charge it now, which makes it a USELESS BITCH in my possession. I only used it for barely a year!! I remembered I bought it before the CNY period and frankly, I've not fully paid for it!

I was reading a few articles about the Middle East Conflict online, and I do realise about the writers' mention on the almost-close-to-none feature films of which their storylines are based on the goodwill or the purity, peaceful and beautiful aspects of Islam, as well as how Muslims in the Israeli/Palestinian territory are badly treated and living in terror (caused by) the Zionist bastards. Hollywood films especially, always portray the innocence and ill-treatment of the Jews that happened during the Holocaust. If you can realise, in a way it is a propaganda to blind the eyes of the world population about what is happening in the Middle East for ages. Through those films, everyone seems to sympathise the Jews for every shit that they went through (which is already history by the way), but no one is actually doing anything to stop the Zionists from terrorizing the Palestinians, which is happening till now. Can't you see? The potrayal of Jews being innocent and all is just a trick to cover up their evil doings which everyone in the world knows! But yet, no one is able to do anything. Humans get smarter everyday, that they lose everything a good heart should contain. Its a scandalous world!

Signing off,  


Sunday, June 29, 2008
Sometimes you don't even know whether you are actually dreaming or was it really really happening right in front of you. It is that point of time, when you feel that its real, and it is that very moment that you can't just open your eyes or even slap yourself to ensure once again.

I wonder, did 'something' realli disturbed me yesterday night while I was sleeping. This is definitely not the first time. I think probably Congkak made me brought the 'haunting shit' along with me to sleep. But fuck, Congkak was not even near to being scary! Congkak is a waste of time. Those asked for comments by Suria about the film were obviusly bullshitting. I'd rather spend my time watching Incredible Tales from Season 1-4 than waste my 80 mins or so on that Congkak-piece of-shit.

Was it really the room I was sleeping in? Because.... there's this ustaz who came to look at my grandmother not so long ago, saying that the room had.... Aargh, I better not start before I bring it along to my sleep again. So, I concluded not to sleep there today. I'll only sleep there when I'm too tired. Because I don't really dream when I'm drained. I'll only curse when its time to wake up to go to work. Hahahah!

One and a half week left to set off for the Redang Trip and I can't wait!!


Monday, June 02, 2008


After 10 weeks of hardwork and determination, the finals of Akademi Fantasia came to a desirable conclusion, with Stacy emerging as the champion of the sixth season of the most popular reality show programme in Malaysia. She managed to get the most number of votes determined by Malaysian citizens, coming to a close of 43% in total.
As the reigning champion, Stacy walked away with delicious prizes, which accumulates to more than RM700,000 (that's about S$294,000!). She won a Peugeot 307 XS, 4-room bungalow in A'Famosa, Melaka, packaged holiday trip to Italy & New York, a set of Sony Playstation console, and a cash prize of RM25,000!!
Singing Aku Stacy and Atas Nama Cinta during the tenth concert, among other finalists who were competing for the top prize were; Nadia (who came in 5th), Toi (4th), Nubhan (3rd) and Riz(1st Runner-Up). Of all the finalists, it's really disappointing to see Nadia to be at the bottom, knowing that she was the other hopeful champion besides Stacy, given her consistent performance for the whole of ten weeks of concerts. But, oh well, maybe Nadia's rezeki is somewhere else. There are instances whereby the unpopular ones strive better than the others.
I need to get more new shirts and jeans. I'm recycling the same stuff every week. People already know what I'm going to wear even before I meet them. That's freaky! Haha. Payday payday, when is my payday?!!


Monday, May 26, 2008




I hate mondays.
Monday is the worst day of the week.
I fuckin hate mondays.

Skin changed! :)


Saturday, May 17, 2008


I love the pious, elegant, patient and mysterious (and sometimes selamba) character of Aisha played by Rianti Cartwright (she's REALLY CUTE btw). The lead actor Fedi Nuril did very well too, potraying an Al-Azhar student named Fahri whom girls are running (quietly) after. Who says a pious-looking, ustaz-wannabe doesn't have admirers?





I thought the film started well, with the potrayal of the REAL Islam, of what Islam should be, which represents peace, respect for others and wisdom. Fahri's innocence was rather humorous, alongside a part of him that cares about the people around him and always wanting to help those in need.





Overall, I'll give it a 3.5 out of 5. Actualli I wanted to list some doubts I had about the storyline, but I'm just too sleepy to type it out now. I promise I'll continue tomorrow. For right now, you guys go watch Ayat Ayat Cinta while its still in the cinemas. Or you can catch it on YouTube. :)


Sunday, April 13, 2008
It took me 6 years to actualli got noticed and interested in AF. I'm not sure why, but I thought AF was just another typical reality/talentime show. I started watching this season probably because Siti's elder sister is in it. I wanted to see how fair/good she does in the singing competition. BUT as four weeks passed by, I SERIOUSLY think she should leave the academy. Dia TERAMATLAH SUMBANG! Plus, too stage-shy & nervous. If one could notice(I did), she's not popular among AF viewers, moreover being talked about! I actually pity her because she's not doing any better each week, but she's still in the competition. I'm so worried if its her turn to sing on stage. I find she's just humiliating herself every week. She should be the one going off next after Yana, Ika, Naim, Lufya and Faisal.

I've been watchin it on YouTube (both Diari AF & Konsert AF) every week. My personal favourites currently are Nadia, Stacy and Nubhan. Nadia has been the most consistent performer (except her Umbrella performance which I find irritating! Other than that the rest were good). I like Nadia's voice projection, Stacy's vocal power and Nubhan's gemersik-sedap telinga mendengar-voice tone. I foresee Nadia & Stacy in the finals along with either Nubhan/Riz/Alif. Stanley? Pd aku Stanley nyanyi mcm hentam brono. Kasih Tercipta was his WORST. Not only did he forgot his lyrics towards the end, but I think he's tryin to hard and end up being in a far far away land. Syok sendiri senang ckp.

I find that Ogy always have something negative to say to the students. And, I don't understand her criticisms most of the time. I don't know what kind of performance is really up to her standard. Yes, its all about HER STANDARD. And I find Ning frequently use this statement: "Pernafasan kene jaga dik, its everywhere! " Hahaha! Perhaps its the same problem each time a concert is held.

So, pada penerbit AF, can you guys do a shortcut and go to the finals? Hahaha.

Basically did nothing today. Went to the library in the evening to get some books. Ended up with a Photoshop book, a Digital Photography manual and a Malay novel. Walked around the pasar malam and got $4 worth of otah and took a bus home. I'm having stomach pains now.. :(


Tuesday, April 08, 2008
Trying my very best to pluck out my nose hairs the whole day. Its super long dats its crawling out soon! Spending the nite in camp... Tired and sleepy but just can't bear to sleep now. I woke up very early this morning and I can't believe myself that I made it here at 6.15. That's SUPER early. Got myself changed, took IPPT and FAILED again. Could sense I improved a bit on the static stations, BUT failed miserably during 2.4km. Imagine sumone who's at least 20 years older than you running 4 minutes faster! 4 mins might be nothing to you, but I think 4 mins is a big, major difference. Its just embarassing! Blame it on my sleeping habits. Trust me, you can run better when you have enough sleep. I could see the difference it makes everytime I run after a good as well as insufficient sleep.

I stepped on a rubber-material-springy frog few hours back. FREAKY lah. I could sense his heart beating, but he just wasnt moving. For a moment I thought it was some mudsoil.

WOW. I can't believe I abandoned this space for more than a year... I've only changed to a new layout when I did my last post and now the picture is no longer hosted! Hahaha...

Kenape cerita Sindarela aku tk nk load ni.... I want to see my Nani lah... Haizz....


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