Confusions in my mind...

Bad, bad week.

2009-01-28T18:33:00.002+08:00

It had been a very BAD week. It started on Monday with a mood swing and then the next day I'm down with fever for almost the next 7 days. The recovery in between was just temporary and it irritates me everytime the temperature rose again. Feelin' better today, but who knows I'm not gonna be OK tomorrow. Hah!

The already BAD week ended with my Creative Zen screwing up!! The USB port is crooked now, damaged and gone haywire. I didn't realise I was using a faulty USB cable. And I can't charge it now, which makes it a USELESS BITCH in my possession. I only used it for barely a year!! I remembered I bought it before the CNY period and frankly, I've not fully paid for it!

I was reading a few articles about the Middle East Conflict online, and I do realise about the writers' mention on the almost-close-to-none feature films of which their storylines are based on the goodwill or the purity, peaceful and beautiful aspects of Islam, as well as how Muslims in the Israeli/Palestinian territory are badly treated and living in terror (caused by) the Zionist bastards. Hollywood films especially, always portray the innocence and ill-treatment of the Jews that happened during the Holocaust. If you can realise, in a way it is a propaganda to blind the eyes of the world population about what is happening in the Middle East for ages. Through those films, everyone seems to sympathise the Jews for every shit that they went through (which is already history by the way), but no one is actually doing anything to stop the Zionists from terrorizing the Palestinians, which is happening till now. Can't you see? The potrayal of Jews being innocent and all is just a trick to cover up their evil doings which everyone in the world knows! But yet, no one is able to do anything. Humans get smarter everyday, that they lose everything a good heart should contain. Its a scandalous world!

Signing off,

Was it really a dream? hmmph.

2008-06-29T23:51:00.002+08:00

Sometimes you don't even know whether you are actually dreaming or was it really really happening right in front of you. It is that point of time, when you feel that its real, and it is that very moment that you can't just open your eyes or even slap yourself to ensure once again.

I wonder, did 'something' realli disturbed me yesterday night while I was sleeping. This is definitely not the first time. I think probably Congkak made me brought the 'haunting shit' along with me to sleep. But fuck, Congkak was not even near to being scary! Congkak is a waste of time. Those asked for comments by Suria about the film were obviusly bullshitting. I'd rather spend my time watching Incredible Tales from Season 1-4 than waste my 80 mins or so on that Congkak-piece of-shit.

Was it really the room I was sleeping in? Because.... there's this ustaz who came to look at my grandmother not so long ago, saying that the room had.... Aargh, I better not start before I bring it along to my sleep again. So, I concluded not to sleep there today. I'll only sleep there when I'm too tired. Because I don't really dream when I'm drained. I'll only curse when its time to wake up to go to work. Hahahah!

One and a half week left to set off for the Redang Trip and I can't wait!!

A New Star Is Born

2008-06-02T00:38:00.003+08:00

After 10 weeks of hardwork and determination, the finals of Akademi Fantasia came to a desirable conclusion, with Stacy emerging as the champion of the sixth season of the most popular reality show programme in Malaysia. She managed to get the most number of votes determined by Malaysian citizens, coming to a close of 43% in total.

As the reigning champion, Stacy walked away with delicious prizes, which accumulates to more than RM700,000 (that's about S$294,000!). She won a Peugeot 307 XS, 4-room bungalow in A'Famosa, Melaka, packaged holiday trip to Italy & New York, a set of Sony Playstation console, and a cash prize of RM25,000!!

Singing Aku Stacy and Atas Nama Cinta during the tenth concert, among other finalists who were competing for the top prize were; Nadia (who came in 5th), Toi (4th), Nubhan (3rd) and Riz(1st Runner-Up). Of all the finalists, it's really disappointing to see Nadia to be at the bottom, knowing that she was the other hopeful champion besides Stacy, given her consistent performance for the whole of ten weeks of concerts. But, oh well, maybe Nadia's rezeki is somewhere else. There are instances whereby the unpopular ones strive better than the others.

I need to get more new shirts and jeans. I'm recycling the same stuff every week. People already know what I'm going to wear even before I meet them. That's freaky! Haha. Payday payday, when is my payday?!!

Purest of Colour

2008-05-26T15:53:00.007+08:00

I hate mondays.
Monday is the worst day of the week.
I fuckin hate mondays.

Skin changed! :)

"Pergi lihat tu siapa lagi yang mahu nikah sama kamu!" Aisha (Ayat Ayat Cinta)

2008-05-17T00:32:00.003+08:00

I love the pious, elegant, patient and mysterious (and sometimes selamba) character of Aisha played by Rianti Cartwright (she's REALLY CUTE btw). The lead actor Fedi Nuril did very well too, potraying an Al-Azhar student named Fahri whom girls are running (quietly) after. Who says a pious-looking, ustaz-wannabe doesn't have admirers?

I thought the film started well, with the potrayal of the REAL Islam, of what Islam should be, which represents peace, respect for others and wisdom. Fahri's innocence was rather humorous, alongside a part of him that cares about the people around him and always wanting to help those in need.

Overall, I'll give it a 3.5 out of 5. Actualli I wanted to list some doubts I had about the storyline, but I'm just too sleepy to type it out now. I promise I'll continue tomorrow. For right now, you guys go watch Ayat Ayat Cinta while its still in the cinemas. Or you can catch it on YouTube. :)

Akademi Fantasia

2008-04-13T22:16:00.002+08:00

It took me 6 years to actualli got noticed and interested in AF. I'm not sure why, but I thought AF was just another typical reality/talentime show. I started watching this season probably because Siti's elder sister is in it. I wanted to see how fair/good she does in the singing competition. BUT as four weeks passed by, I SERIOUSLY think she should leave the academy. Dia TERAMATLAH SUMBANG! Plus, too stage-shy & nervous. If one could notice(I did), she's not popular among AF viewers, moreover being talked about! I actually pity her because she's not doing any better each week, but she's still in the competition. I'm so worried if its her turn to sing on stage. I find she's just humiliating herself every week. She should be the one going off next after Yana, Ika, Naim, Lufya and Faisal.

I've been watchin it on YouTube (both Diari AF & Konsert AF) every week. My personal favourites currently are Nadia, Stacy and Nubhan. Nadia has been the most consistent performer (except her Umbrella performance which I find irritating! Other than that the rest were good). I like Nadia's voice projection, Stacy's vocal power and Nubhan's gemersik-sedap telinga mendengar-voice tone. I foresee Nadia & Stacy in the finals along with either Nubhan/Riz/Alif. Stanley? Pd aku Stanley nyanyi mcm hentam brono. Kasih Tercipta was his WORST. Not only did he forgot his lyrics towards the end, but I think he's tryin to hard and end up being in a far far away land. Syok sendiri senang ckp.

I find that Ogy always have something negative to say to the students. And, I don't understand her criticisms most of the time. I don't know what kind of performance is really up to her standard. Yes, its all about HER STANDARD. And I find Ning frequently use this statement: "Pernafasan kene jaga dik, its everywhere! " Hahaha! Perhaps its the same problem each time a concert is held.

So, pada penerbit AF, can you guys do a shortcut and go to the finals? Hahaha.

Basically did nothing today. Went to the library in the evening to get some books. Ended up with a Photoshop book, a Digital Photography manual and a Malay novel. Walked around the pasar malam and got $4 worth of otah and took a bus home. I'm having stomach pains now.. :(

Not Again!

2008-04-08T22:33:00.000+08:00

Trying my very best to pluck out my nose hairs the whole day. Its super long dats its crawling out soon! Spending the nite in camp... Tired and sleepy but just can't bear to sleep now. I woke up very early this morning and I can't believe myself that I made it here at 6.15. That's SUPER early. Got myself changed, took IPPT and FAILED again. Could sense I improved a bit on the static stations, BUT failed miserably during 2.4km. Imagine sumone who's at least 20 years older than you running 4 minutes faster! 4 mins might be nothing to you, but I think 4 mins is a big, major difference. Its just embarassing! Blame it on my sleeping habits. Trust me, you can run better when you have enough sleep. I could see the difference it makes everytime I run after a good as well as insufficient sleep.

I stepped on a rubber-material-springy frog few hours back. FREAKY lah. I could sense his heart beating, but he just wasnt moving. For a moment I thought it was some mudsoil.

WOW. I can't believe I abandoned this space for more than a year... I've only changed to a new layout when I did my last post and now the picture is no longer hosted! Hahaha...

Kenape cerita Sindarela aku tk nk load ni.... I want to see my Nani lah... Haizz....

Turning point in life?

2007-01-09T02:38:00.000+08:00

Feeling lonely and stagnant these days. I wonder when I'm evolving into a better person. Wonder if that is going to happen. Lucky for me NS is coming, or I can see myself the same for the next 10 years. No girlfriend, no life, no nothing!! I'm thankful enough I was born in a decent family. But one thing for sure, humans are never satisfied. The world is evil. But you still have to live with the world. You can never live life by yourself. It involves everybody else as well. That was why we were being created.

So what the fuck am I talking about now! I think too much. I'm always caught between good and evil. And the decisions I make are all wrong. I never learn. Never. I'm lost.

2 more days left

2006-10-22T00:55:00.000+08:00

The holy month's coming to an end. And I dun even feel like I've been fasting for a month. (truly enough, I did skip a few days. :p) 2 more days left to Hari Raya and just steps away from 2007.

Just watched Persona Non Grata, by Syed Azizi and acted by Erra & Hans. (Its time to stop wasting money on watching Yusof Haslam's stupid love triangles and typical-recycled Malay storylines by David Teo.) I think the script for this movie is a bit too weak. I've always loved simplicity but this time the script is so light that I sometimes feel like switching off the TV. I love the cinematography though. Quite a boring film I can say. The same instrumental music which was rewinded throughout the film adds on to the 'minus point' of the film. Should have been better if it was played using different musical instruments at each round. Acting wise, nothing much to comment on. Nicholas Lee (Under One Roof actor) speaks very indifferent. Was it really his voice there? He sounds so kental in the film. There were also too many scenes of 'I look at you, you look at me' type. And, one more thing, Erra and Hans don't match at all. Something's just not right. It would have been better if Erra's role was done by Nasha Aziz. I've always find Erra Fazira's acting very stagnant and similar in almost every film. Out of 10, I'll give a 6. Can improve further.

Can't wait for Dukun!

Once Again...

2006-07-25T11:35:00.000+08:00

I was wondering how come people can get so close together, with such a great bond among each other. I always try my best to get close to people but I don't know why I never get close to them. Being close means always doing things together, likes each other's company and always keeping in touch. Kira mcm brudders kamcheng giler babi punye lah. Well, I don't find it really hard communicating with people. I do have a few good friends from secondary school but we are always going to just hang around and talk, talk, talk. Tu pon punye lah susah nk ajak kluar. The K.L trip was the exceptional I guess. But that was planned 1 month before. So does that mean I have to plan like 1 month before for a meetup or outing session? However I'm really2 glad they are around. Thank you ppl!

Being an introvert is afterall a disadvantage I guess.

Oh man... Siti's getting married! Guess what, I did not go to school that day just to see her announcing her husband-to-be on TV. Haha. Semangat kental kebabian kan. Heheheh. But I like her what. Can't believe she's getting married to a 47 yr old man... As if there's no other choice... Maybe the rest of the young guys in M'sia are gays I guess... Hahahaha... But then again, who would resist liking Siti Nurhaliza rite? That Datuk is damn lucky...

Currently hooked with Kenangan Terindah - The Samsons. Fuuh best gila.

2005-08-05T08:43:00.000+08:00

I've CUT my hair!! I've CUT my hair!!! Hydar! Dat was the most stuppppiiddessst ting u've ever done!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My hair's fu**in short now. I look like a BUTCH now. Dammnn.

I'm already in class but where is the fu**in lecturer?!

2005-07-08T14:43:00.000+08:00

In sch rite now doin dunno what SHIT. Its John who's doing it anyway. I just want to quit school. My heart just isnt dere. Its never anywhere. The reason I came sch is just to meet friends and talk rubbish all the time. We always talk about projects but never doing them. We always say we are PRESSURIZED by school work but ended up COPYING others instead. I think going into poly isnt much different goin to ITE or wat. Its just the cert that differentiates it all. But the ting is, even a degree can't guarantee a job...

Talkin about jobs... I just joined Starbucks OB for a month now. A cool place to be, with all the crazy people around. Sabo-ed twice already. Once when I just started werkin and the other on my birthday.. Got Tape-Raped on the first! Haha... I just have to learn to be a little more crazier now...!

Now, I still don't know what John is doing. But I better go. Need to show a lil bit of participation. Haha!

2005-05-23T01:36:00.000+08:00

Wow! Its been quite sometime already since I last typed here. Had little tings goin on for the past few weeks... We had moved house, from jurong west to jurong west again! Heheh guess its common nowadays, movin to sumwhere nearby... Since we find it more convenient. From street 64, we moved to 61. But we did stay for 2 weeks at my uncle's place since the house was still under renovation. Its sucks stayin at other ppl's place for more than a day! No privacy especially. You just feel restricted in doing wat you like at other ppl's place. I always tried my best to come home late everyday when we stayed there. Hee.... :)

Then last week my SG colleague returned to her hometown in Philippines. We're missing her! Her frightening laughs especially! Hope she's doin fine.

We finally moved in to our new place few days back. Phew! Huge relief! Many of our relatives visited and helped in unpacking those boxes of junks! We brought in lots of them. I feel like throwing all of them away! Furthermore, there are some important things that we couldnt find. Now we still could not find our important rice pot. The rice cooker have la, but not the pot where u put the rice!

School's startin already! Yikes! So fast seh..... N my time table have to screw up! Aarghh! I'll be goin back at 6 almost everyday! Oh, btw, have I revealed my results yet? I failed a module!!! That stupid PCS n the lecturer!! I'm gonna curse him all my life! And I have to be separated from my close friends already nxt semester. Shitty ass!! I hate this part!

2005-04-10T02:10:00.000+08:00

Looks like I frequent neglecting this blog... That's what happen to ppl who have nothin much to say or no time to spare... For my case, its both. No time because I usually take some time to blog... Just take it that my blogging language is not that fantastic... Although I actually have lots of thoughts in mind...

Nurul introduced me to a career that will be a successful one, if I worked hard enough. I'm involved in network marketing now. Its great actually, but, its the obstacles that will test you, whether you can stand still or just fall. I faced an obstacle just now, and I was about to fall. I was demoralised and my mood just swinged to the maximum 'freezing' point. I stoned the whole day at work today (seoul gdn). Anyone can notice that I was not in the correct state of mind. Was dazing(or is it gazing? sorry my english is bad! :p) the whole time.

Went out with Noris and Farhan to town after work juz now.... Again, I wasn't keen into talking to them. If it wasn't because of their money that I was holding on to, I wouldn't go out with them... However, I felt a little relieved when I told them about the problem I was facing with my marketing job... Thanks for listenin ya! I told them while we were on the train of the north-south line.... And guess what... I didn't realise that I was actualli wasting my time on the north-south line because I was only at Sembawang at 12 midnite!! I live in jurong west, and the train from jurong east to boon lay will be no-more when I reach jurong east... And yes, by the time I've reached jurong east, there were no more trains to boon lay... Farhan suggested I took Night-rider but I didn't. So I walked from jurong east to boon lay.... Hahaa... Then nurul called me. Told her abt wat I faced today and she gave me the motivation to do my best. I must know that I can do it!!!! Yes!!! My goal would be being promoted to Marketing Exec in just one day! Support me guys!

2005-03-23T01:02:00.000+08:00

I saw the most prettiest girl in my life on the train just now.. She looked like Juliana Banos, only dat she looks a bit Malay-nized.. Juliana Banos has Dutch blood in her... And now I just can't get over her!! I wanted to approach her but I just felt weird! She looked tired and I've never done this kind of thing in public before. So in the end, I regret for not knowing herr!!!!! Aarghhh!!!!

Dipz, was waiting for your reply. Haha. I thought it'd be better if you know dat I'll email you. Hehekz. I'll email you SOON k? ;)

N I can't stop thinkin bout her..... :(

2005-03-21T01:04:00.000+08:00

Hmm... So long nvr update... Not dat I've been busy, but been lazy? Heheh. The year's movin to the middle and its getting hotter n humid everyday.... And everyday, I just keep lying to my mum... I always lie about where I go, what I do, almost everyday... How old am I nw? I'm turnin 19. N I still behave this way. Now, I'm already used to lying my mum. Bohong tu dosa... Mak pulak tu... But, if I tell the truth, I'll just upset her and her mouth will move non-stop. Now she's bugging me to cut my hair.

Seesha session wit the SG-s last nite was great... Happenin la dat place... Eye-candies! I mean, the hot cars and bikes dat drove past us every minute!! Heheh. Well, got pretty high after dat. I dun even feel like going home... Haha.... Reached home abt 4am after lepak for couple of minutes wit hamzah outside 7-11... If not because he was werking, I wouldnt even think of going home... Hahaa...

Semester's endin soon. SUPER DUPER fast. Exams are next wk, n I got 1 wk to study... The lunch for tutors at Hajah Maimunah was great... Was onli a bit dissapointed wit the dessert... I always find traditional Malay desserts a bit weird in taste... But overall, the meal was filling!

2005-03-08T01:48:00.000+08:00

Surprisingly I went for PCS today... Only 5/6 attended the class... Well, I was hoping I could learn something from the lesson... BUT... as usual, nothing I could understand! Skipped afternoon class n went home to rest... Sometimes I wonder why I go to school.

N my pocket's getting burnt soon! Aaaargghh!!

2005-03-05T03:06:00.000+08:00

Yeahhh finally I found the codes to do a playlist on my website... I tink you ppl have to wait for it to download... There's 4 songs... 1) Obsession - Frankie J feat Baby Bash 2) Mahligai Gading - Siti Nurhaliza 3) Your Stories & My Alibis - Matchbook Romance 4) Mockingbird - Mr Shady himself. Enjoy.

Finally I decided to call her juz now. Mayb the Hydar she knew is back! Hmm... I don't know why I avoided her for the past few weeks.

Stupid day in school. Just went for the 3-5 lesson in sch doin practical. All the other lessons were cancelled... If not because of the weightage of the practs, I wouldnt have wasted my f***in time to come to sch! Btw debarment is over and I can start skipping more than usual already nxt wk! Hahaa....

2005-03-03T01:10:00.000+08:00

Gonna write today's entry short. Juz going to pour my heart out on ----> Why must Mediacorp stop airing Days Of Our Lives??!!! I lurve dat show manz... DAYS fans in s'pore should write a petition to bring dat show back!! Wonder if there are fans... Hahaaa....

Btw how do you address 'bapoks' and 'butches' as? Sir or Ma'am?

2005-03-01T00:48:00.000+08:00

I have my reflection on CUCOM dat I need to hand in tomoro. N I have the final CUCOM test tomorrow. Hmm, I dun even feel like doing and studying CUCOM. Watched dis Balan-Balan tingy on VCD juz now. Quite scary lar. Its about some kind of a creature which is a mixture of human being and demon. They steal corpses! So never ever leave a corpse alone....

Tomoro must hand in the final assignment for SAB and I haven't receive the documents she asked me to print yet! The group leader is playin games with my heart or wat seh....

Haiz so bored rite now. Have u watched Hide & Seek? If u tink its a scary movie, I tink u're wrong. Its a sad story. Hahaa. :p But the little girl is so so pretty.... Wonder how she'll look like when she grows up.... maybe she might not be too young for me... hahaha....

Today's chapter ends here today. I tink tomoro's gonna be a stressful day for me. Damnn!

2005-02-27T15:03:00.000+08:00

Being on a situation like on Friday nite, opened my eyes real big. Never had I been on a situation like dat before.

The SG peeps went for an overnite at Sentosa on Palawan Beach. Few reached there earlier. Onli four of us who had to work dat nite, reached later. Took a taxi from Harbourfront since there wasnt any shuttle buses operating at that hour. The fare was rather cheap than we thought it could be.

After reaching the spot (we actualli cannot camp there, but we juz heck care) we got ourselves some food from 7-11 and ate before goin on a wat-suppose-to-be an "adventure".

We wanted to explore the mansion there. But we had a big problem even before we got there. Our friend got possessed by some spirit. She became realli wild. It was about 2 plus in the morning. She talked nonsense all along. It was really scary when she started kicking and slapping. All of us tried almost everything that we could. I even called Hanah for help, since she's not asleep yet. It was already 3+ in the morning. I almost gave up during the process. But I know I shouldn't. This thing started at Sentosa, and it must end there.

It ended at about 4+. I was completely exhausted. I hanged on for a while and just went to sleep after dat. We went back the next morning.

So what is the moral of this story? If you are curious about the other 'residents' of this world, be prepared for such events!

2005-02-25T11:06:00.000+08:00

Listenin to Tilt Ya Head Back - Nelly feat Christina

Failed EVP common test!!!!!!! I knew it! Now I'm just hoping I can pass my assignment.. The lecturer seems very nice to everyone. I hope she could give me a pass even though my program wasn't good.

Been neglecting one of my good friends for weeks. She kept calling and sms-ing me, asking about me. I don't know why I din respond to her. No valid reasons yet. I juz feel like not.

2005-02-02T14:06:00.000+08:00

Had 2 of my common test papers today... The first paper was PCS. It was ok la not bad.... The paper dat came out was almost the same like last semester's... Lucky for me that I learned that paper.... I had a bit of confidence that I can pass this one... Haha susah dapat nie! But I found out after the paper that I made many careless mistakes for a 10 mark sub-question. Aaargh. Was targetting to get 62 for that paper! But...!!! Niwae I tink I can pass the paper. The second paper was the disastrous one. I din study for it. Many of us like only read-thru and memorise the notes. EVP or any other programming modules NEED practice. No way you can pass if you just memorise the codes. Like USUAL, I left many blanks. Haha. I'm flunking this one.

Everybody today made fun of me on my lembabness. Mcm sial.... They said I'm worst than a girl? Well dats wat ppl say about my SLOW-ness. Maybe they dunno me well enough. I'm more to lazy than slow. But I was cool about it though....

After EVP we went to JP. N as usual, Hamzah will visit his beloved 7-11.... N we have to wait for him talk2 wif his colleagues n dunno do wat inside. N do you know dat you took such a f**kin long time everytime???!!! Pandai ckp aku lembab.... Hahaa we lepak at Coffee Bean after dat talk2 about ghosts. There was dis girl who was realli pretty sittin beside us... But got bf beside her lak... Hahaa.... Or else we would have looked at her much longer. ;)

Feelin sleepy rite now.... Gonna watch Shutter on VCD later and sleep like pig coz tomoro skool starts at 2!!! Chiao!

2005-01-29T19:03:00.000+08:00

OK so my manager tricked me to come to work today. Haiz. Being TOO KIND is juz PLAIN STUPIDITY! Anyway met Hamzah after werk n we lepak till 2. If only my Mum is liberal enough to let me have some enjoyment. I mean, its not as if I'm goin to a club or social nite life.... :-/ When I got home, she started naggin.... I thought she might have gone too sleep....!! She's still nt asleep nw!! I have a mixture of feeling bad + irritated....

Niway watched I Know What U Did Last Raya the other day. The show's VERY LAME. TO THE XTREME. I just hate David Teo's films. What a waste of creativity from the director. He's exploited. But anyhow, Azlee was damned funny!! Fun watchin comedians do fag acts... Hahaaa... N Waheeda.... i'm speechless. wuhooo she's juz WONDERFUL!!! If only i could get sumone like her!! Hahaaa.....

K my mum's asleep now. Heheh. Any ipod users readin dis? Need help! Y can't I transfer songs from my ipod mini to the comp? Aarghh. :-/

PS: I lost a couple of blog links after changin the layout. Sorry if I forgot ya blog add. Juz drop me a tag or sumtin k k k ? :)

2005-01-28T17:26:00.000+08:00

Currently listenin: Beautiful Soul - Jesse McCartney

Suceeded in dwnloading dis freakin nice song. It took quite sumtime before I found out its title. Surprisingly, I dwnloaded it easily... Randomly double-clicked on the list of the search results n jengjengjeng...!! Got it! Sumtin dat is VERY unusual for this P2P program.

Knowing that its already Friday make me feel so STRESSED to the XTREME. I'm still in my honeymoon mood! Fuck common test.... Fuck Projects.... Fuck EI....

Hmm chattin on MSN now... Din knoe Muhsin is good in words... Was talkin about my 'crush/dreamgirl/pape ah' n he went out wit those bombastic love quotes. Cool....

Member senyap je birthday... Slalu blanje... Hahahaa.... Jokin2.... Happy Birthday shoutout to Rashitt!! I mean Rashid.... Hahahahha... Chill2 jgn mara ye bang... ;)

K dis entry sound bit weird. All nt connected. Hahaa... Tkpe... Summary... Heheh

I'm still worried about ma fren.... Hope she's doin fine... :)

2005-01-24T14:01:00.000+08:00

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Sunday
I managed to wake up early!! (since I slept like a PIG on Saturday... Heee) Well yeah still trying to fit in some time to do my Marketing plan for SAB dat morning but I just couldn't... Seems like my part got a lot to do... So decided to do it after work... Then I got myself ready for the Volunteering session at Bt Batok... Today the Minister of Education(or youths? not sure) will come to visit... Din have proper clothes to wear... So I wore baju melayu instead... The only guy who wore it... Haha heck la.... Reached the tuition center on time(1st time :-p) and I was given the name tag the moment I stepped in... I will be teaching pri 5 now, like last year. My group was girls-only. And it was really tough.. They kept quiet most of the time and I don't know whether they understand or not... The center was renovated because of the Minister's visit... They did everything just for the sake of the 10-mins visit... (Ni belom Prime Minister lagi....) But then, the Minister din come to our side... Then there was this one maths question.. Explained it to 4 girls for like 45mins? Damnned was it really difficult to understand? Was so frustrated.. Felt like banging my head on the wall...

Went home straight after that... Couldn't drag myself to Cik Aris' daughter's wedding which was at Eunos... I took a nap before I got myself ready to go to work. My parents got home pretty fast from the wedding. Was expecting them to return late...

Took the train and reached early... (Was early in everythin today. Hehe) When I was walkin towards Parco, as usual, I would look for C.T Syabz at Starbucks... Hahaa... N all this while, was disappointed all along. But yesterday, She Was There!! Hahaa at last!! She looked a bit dazed yesterday.. perhaps she was tired.. But anyhow she gave me an iced chocolate drink.. thankz baybeh! Was rushin to work so couldn't wait for her.

C.T Syabz msged me later. Was damned shocked when I read it after work. Damnned was it true? Or is she fooling me? The SMS scared the shit out of me! I don't know what she meant... But by readin it, anyone would tink.. negatively.. Hope its not true.. Touch wood...

Monday
My study break starts. Aargh time flies!!! Another 7/8 weeks, will be my exams already!! Common test got 3 papers onli. Nxt wk would be EVP and PCS on the same day and LAN would be the following week. Hell I dunno anythin about PCS!! Aargh I 'm dead. My close friends don't know either.

Btw I just bought an IPOD Mini for myself. Hehee. N I'm lovin it!
Stopping here for today. Great day peepz!

2005-01-10T07:02:00.000+08:00

Disappearing frm HBI too long made me realise there is a gap between us. Maybe there's always been. Too many things not in common maybe? I'm drifting. Seriously my spiritual life is getting worst. Maybe one day u could find me in one of the discotheques, groovin to the beat. Haha. And I lost interest in studyin the course. If only I can turn back time....

2004-12-05T01:29:00.000+08:00

Oh man... wats up wif dat previous entry?

Juz got back from the raya event/gala (gala keper) /dinner/gathering for the volunteers at bt view pri sch... Bajet seh token of appreciation... patut ke kasi tupperware stuffs? Like I need it liddat... Hahaha..... I want cash!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hehehehee... i'm broke la... :-/

I've signed up for a new line.... wit new hp... a Sony Ericsson K700i.... The price was too tempting n I bought it without even thinkin.... Hahahhaa.... But at least I'm happy....!! :)

The chalet wit the SG peepz was great... Had fun man... Though dat Kun Lim was a bit weird... He onli eat and sleep... Watsup wit him man... And that Wak was bloody irritating... Dun wanna talk bout it. I avoided him on the second nite. The second nite, along wit Sir Alil n de rest, went to take a glance at the red house at Loyang dere... But the place was fenced... Cant go in... Alim climbed the barbed-wired gate n got in but he was scared to go alone I guess... Who wouldnt...
So we went back n spend the last nite hearin ghost stories... Sir's had the scariest ones... Dammn I still remember the one where his friend actualli found Ms Lady in white siitin down at the cubicle in girls toilet!!! Kiwakkk!!

Shit I've scared myself now... Hahahaha.... Skool's startin on Monday n I'm in Ned's class nxt sem... Hamzah not in de same class wit me nimore... Damn sad....

PS: Why the judges kept sayin Sylvester was special and commentin on his presence on stage dat nite? After listenin to his Its My Life, I tink its far more better off listenin to Bon Jovi....

2004-11-26T18:51:00.000+08:00

Dis year gotta be the most boring raya I've ever gone thru. Sucks, totally. All my friends, (YES ALL!) cancelled the raya outings, all at the last minute. N dat realli upsets me. I even see small kids goin out raya with their friends when I dun! Supposed to raya outz wit the sec sch mates but some cant go. I still tried to go ahead wit it but I think some ppl arent just interested. Lost the mood in the end. :-\ I'm spendin time at home rite now, but I tink I'm goin out later. Aimlessly... Maybe catch a movie.

I'm still lookin forward to tomoro's HBI raya outing!!!

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

2004-11-22T17:20:00.000+08:00

Just say I'm lazy to update. Yeah I am damn lazy! Hahahaa....

Results are out. N I failed OOP! Fark oop.... I'll be in a different class nxt semester. I just hope that my former slacker-classmates will be in the same class as me! Hahahaa.... Slacking is fun.......... :p kekekeee

Made new frenz in my workplace. They are fun afterall. Slack lagi... :p Tapi kalo part itu gila punye manager enter frame.... Sampaikanlah salam cintaku padanya....

Selamat hari raya to all Muslims readin dis.... We are still in Syawal, maseh punya waktu utk bermaaf-maafan... Dan bagi duit raya... :D Nanti lepas raya da time buat dosa pulak... Hahahahhaa.... My Raya collections so ciput! I bet its gonna finish way before I get my nxt pay!

Recollections of Ramadan.....

- The week I fell sick n didnt fast for 2 days? :- Studyin NF lecture notes in between my sleep when I was sick? I fell asleep everytime I read a slide... yeah A SLIDE!! And its already 12 midnite when I'm still in chapter 1!!! Because I cannot tahan ady... Damnn depressed when I think I have no more time to spare....
- Neglecting SMS-es and calls during that period. Just cant be bothered.... Sorry.
- After a week, things got back to normal I think.
- Break fast wit gd frenz @ Geylang and rounding rounding till I didnt go to Imam Baragh! Funny ting is, my mum was blur why my bag was there at Imam Baragh when the person isnt! Hehe... :)
- Suppose to have an Iftar gathering wit the 4E peepz.... But guess wat? Onli 4 turned up, (includin me). N the other 3 was the same faces, (ma 3 gd frenz)... Gathering kepe....
- N yes, sometin I would not forget as well.... I spent 2 nites(different occasions) helpin my cuzzie do her skool project... a website... Din sleep at all... N finally it wasnt satisfactory at all.... What a waste of time! But I do enjoy every minute of it.... :) I'm not good enough doin a website.... I just did wat I could.... :-
Only managed to go to Cik Minah's house today. Have to werk at 5. I'm so damn mad becoz Saturday was my off day, n my family din even go out! I tot they said Saturday's gonna be a busy day. Gua nk raya beb! :) Once again, selamat hari raya.....

Bila Raya Menjelma

Anggun si dara jelita berselindang dan ber'baya
Sepadan dengan pemuda tampan dan segak orangnya
Di pagi hari mulia kunjungi sanak saudara
Yang tua tidak dilupa ampun dan maaf dipinta

Yang jauh sudah pun tiba pulangnya untuk beraya
Meriah desa tercinta bagaikan pesta layaknya
Di pagi hari mulia semuanya bergembira
Tua muda miskin kaya berbeza tidak berbeza

Mari adik marilah bang mari kita beraya bersama
Orang jauh janganlah lupa kitalupakan
Sila adik silakan bang sila selera jamu selera
Lemang ketupat dan rendang semua ada

Sebulan kita puasa menahan lapar dahaga
Tiba sudah hari raya yang mulia
Bergembira seadanya kunjungi jiran tetangga
Semoga menjadi amalan selama-lamanya

Pada yang telah tiada kunjungilah pusaranya
Berdoa pada Yang Esa setulusnya
Tanda masih di ingatan sedikit tak dilupakan
Di pagi hari yang mulia tetap dikenang

2004-10-26T00:50:00.000+08:00

Thanks for taggin guys.... Sori if I din reply to ur tags... Was down with fever for the past week... All I could do was lie on my bed... Sleep n sleep all day round... Felt so useless during dat period... Exam period some more... Well, just sat for 2 of my papers today, since I got MC for these papers last week. Sat for OOP and DB in the mornin juz now. N I tink I'll fail OOP for sure.... I din even study for it... I just touched a bit on the slides after Sahur and dats all I did for my OOP revision... Power rite? I tink I flunked DB as well. NF too. And AT. Aargh everythin I flunked lar!!! This is the first time I din study for exams... N I realli mean din study... Dat fever realli made me lost interest in everythin... Sighzzz... Juz keep my fingers crossed and hope to go thru... At least for the other subjects if not OOP...

Holidays now goin to be filled with work, work n work I tink. Time to make money.. yeah! Work used to be fun last time.... Now so boring.... I miss the old team.... Shukor, Zul, Hisyam, Faizal, Sharifah, Kak Mona, Mem Sharon... The new manager or asst manager's so fussy sia... The place seems so much quieter now.... :-
Blog again tomoro... Nitezz!!

2004-10-12T04:03:00.000+08:00

Sheesh... I'm still awake rite now at 3 am in the mornin, surfin the net aimlessly. I've not started on my revision yet man. Gonna start tomoro. My colleague's leavin for Indonesia soon. The rest are goin out wif him tomoro to Night Safari. I wanna join as well but I have to work. I'm too lazy to ask for a change in my schedule. Heh. N I hope I can be transferred to JP, since many ppl quit and quitting the job ady.

I don't know if I should even be studyin for OOP. I know I'm goin to repeat nxt semester. I already got zero for my assignment I suppose. So wat's the point of studyin for dis shit!! Weightage: Assgnmnt=50%. I'm already gone case!

The whole family wants the camera back. N I haven't told them anythin abt the camera. Dat idiotic mothaf***in bitch is a liar!! So much for trusting u.... I'm so disappointed... I wish I can throw tables and chairs at u rite now!!

Listenin to Love Ko To, dis McDonald's song by Jasmine Trias... Its I'm Lovin It in Tagalog I guess. Papparapappa....

2004-10-11T13:59:00.000+08:00

Been a month since I last typed an entry. I really missed blogging! Hahahaha.... Just wanted something new, so here i am! Yupppyippeeeyupppuuuudo!!