Feeling lonely and stagnant these days. I wonder when I'm evolving into a better person. Wonder if that is going to happen. Lucky for me NS is coming, or I can see myself the same for the next 10 years. No girlfriend, no life, no nothing!! I'm thankful enough I was born in a decent family. But one thing for sure, humans are never satisfied. The world is evil. But you still have to live with the world. You can never live life by yourself. It involves everybody else as well. That was why we were being created.
So what the fuck am I talking about now! I think too much. I'm always caught between good and evil. And the decisions I make are all wrong. I never learn. Never. I'm lost.
